Lost

Lost, entraped in my own fury
Though guilt is not an option,
Regrets are unreliable
And fear is not enough.

What wories me togay,
I cannot tell you.
But I can say I’m affraid,
Affraid of you, me and all.

What can i expect?
How can I suppress the feelings?
The fear
The anguish
The pain.

Fear of you own reaction
Of your lack of strength
Of your own fears
Of your attitude towards life.

Promise me you’ll handle it
And keep the strength to carry it
Since efforts plenty you will need.

Dec.03/Jan. 04
Transcribed 12-01-05